Interview with Jonathan, Kambo Practioner. Read till the end to hear my personal experience with Kambo and the Caboclo Inoculation.

Natascha: Hello. You’ve made it to the Little Lost Forest blog. Today I’m going to be interviewing Jonathan, a Kambo practitioner. After doing my third session of Kambo. Hi, Jonathan. Thank you so much for our session.

Jonathan: Thanks, Natasha. I really appreciate you having me on here today.

Natascha: How are you feeling?

Jonathan: I’m feeling great. I’m feeling good. Nice and grounded.

Natascha: I’m just going to ask you a few quick questions. What inspired you to offer Kambo ceremonies?

Jonathan: Yeah. Beautiful. So. I’ve been an advocate and a body worker and a coach for transformational practices for ten, fifteen plus years. And so, in my experience, when I when I come across a modality or a transformational practice, something that really transforms and causes a huge shift in my energy and in my life, it’s made me really inspired to go study those modalities and then offer them as sacred service to the world as my passion and as my service, my sacred service. So in terms of the Kambo, it’s a heart medicine and it really recalibrates the heart, much like Kundalini yoga and breathwork and those types of things. The Kambo, after the first time I did it, I could really feel the medicine working, you know, physically, emotionally, spiritually, working on many, many different levels to cut cords, cut energetic hooks and cords of things that were not really serving my highest consciousness and my highest evolution. And what really inspired me about this medicine is it’s a fire medicine, and I’m a fiery being and use fire as my element. So that was really inspiring and also as well a non-psychedelic. So psychedelics are great and I’ve really enjoyed using them in my life, yet they’re not the end all, be all. And ideally psychedelics in a way they take us out of our body. And so where I’m at in my life now, I want to be in my body. I want to be quick and strong and fast and embodied in my body. The Kambo [makes shooo sound] drops us directly into an embodied state of self, of groundedness, strength in a really practical and applicable way. So. So that’s really what that’s really what what drew me in to the Kambo was just firsthand experience of a complete shift. A catalyst may have you in my own spiritual growth.

Natascha: Thank you so much for your service. What led you on your spiritual path?

Jonathan: What has led me, just in general?

Natascha: What was the beginning that began seeking out?

Jonathan: The beginning of my spiritual path. Yeah. The beginning of my spiritual path was was nature. So excuse me. I draw a lot of inspiration and power and vitality and reflection and meaning. Just from nature, just from the beauty, the reflection, the immersing my my soul and spirit in nature. And so growing up, I didn’t I wasn’t like an iPhone generation baby, thank God. And, you know, AOL was just like dial up internet and all the things. So anyway, I wasn’t a tech kid. And my parents. Did a lot of camping with me and my brother and sailing and fishing. And so I grew up in a nature based reality. Thankfully, my parents shared the same values and they bestowed those, those values onto me.

Natascha: What unique insights has this path given you?

Jonathan: The path of nature?

Natascha: The path of spiritual awareness.

Jonathan: The path of spiritual awareness. Unique insights. Wow! Hmm.

Jonathan: Well, I would say, you know, studying Buddhism and whatnot in college, just the ephemeral nature of all things, the fact that everything is in a way, temporary. So that includes our pain, that includes our suffering, that also includes our joy, our gratitude, the higher vibratory states bliss that we that the brain really seeks us to experience. But there is a certain. Acceptance. I think that comes with the realization that everything is impermanent. So it brings us what does it bring? It brings us into present awareness that if we’re having a hard day, if we’re having a hard feeling, a hard emotion, that this too shall pass. So really it’s a liberating. It’s a liberating thing for me.

Natascha: And that’s beautiful. In your experience, how has Kambo enhanced your clients lives?

Jonathan: Yeah. Great question. Well, I mean, the Kambo has, as I mentioned before, it’s a it’s a heart medicine and it recalibrates the heart to the heartbeat of the universe and to the heartbeat of the earth. And I think when people come and see me, they come and see me for a variety of different reasons. Candida, depression, addiction. Some people just want to like, supercharge their immune system and not get Covid or something like that. I think that that the Kambo, is a very powerful catalyst for change, and it shows us the areas of our lives where that need attention. And then it asks us, it also shows us what our fears are. In life, everyone has fears, so it shows us these fears in a very real and palpable way. And then it asks us to summon the courage to overcome those adversities and those challenges. And so, in a way, when any individual does their work, when they do the work to change, when they do the work to shift, to transform, to uplift their life, to uplevel their consciousness. Then everybody wins. Then all of the collective consciousness is raised because that individual is choosing to do their medicine work. So I think the Kambo has really been really profound for a lot of people with heart blockages, you know, because a lot of people have been hurt. They’re carrying trauma, PTSD. Some of it’s from this lifetime, some of it’s from ancestral previous lifetimes. And, you know, until that stuff is really looked at and healed, it can be really difficult to move forward in life in a clear and in a purposeful way. And so the the Kambo can really show us our trauma and help us to overcome it.

Natascha: What does the Caboclo inoculation offer?

Jonathan: Yeah. So the Caboclo Inoculation is a modern-day take on taking three sessions of Kambo within a 28-day lunar cycle. So the Caboclo people are a tribe of indigenous that live in Brazil and they left the Amazon to come out into the cities. So they started this tradition with Kambo. And the idea behind it is that Kambo works accumulatively in the system to detox the body, spirit and mind. And so if you do one session, if you do another session shortly thereafter, it’s going to go a little bit deeper and then it’s going to go a little bit deeper. So much in the way that sometimes, you know, an ayahuasca ceremony, if there’s a two-night ceremony, the first night is about working through energetic congestion. That’s maybe outside the energy field or right on the edge of the energy field. And then the next night, the medicine moves more, more inward to the physical because it’s already cleared out the energy, the energetic realm. So in the same way Kambo is, is similar. That way, every time that you take Kambo, you’re flooding your body with beneficial bio peptides, which are short chain amino acids which do an amazing job at detoxing the cells, and also causing white blood cells on the liver to start rapidly, rapidly producing. This in turn greatly enhances the immune system of the body.

Natascha: Where do you where do you see yourself in the future?

Jonathan: [laughs] Yeah great question. Well, I see a family in my future and I see it just continuing to be an educator and a teacher of Kundalini yoga and also retreats like that’s been like a big calling for me for, for many years is how to create and market and successfully pull off. Transformational, immersive retreats where people come and have an amazing experience with nature, food, all these things that are medicines, right? Nature as medicine, food as medicine, breathing, breathwork, yoga, alignments and perhaps Kambo as well. So all the different heart medicines. So that’s what I would love. That’s what I am creating. It’s what I’m working on and would also get me out of Humboldt in the wintertime, which would be lovely.

Natascha: Thank you Jonathan, for sharing your knowledge and watching over me and giving me the medicine. I really appreciate you and thank you to everyone that reads the blog.

Jonathan: Yeah, thanks a lot Natascha. That was that was really a beautiful transformation to witness. So, thanks for showing up for yourself when you do your work. When you win, I win. We all win. We’re all here to do our work. And so, we’re up leveling humanity one day at a time.

Natascha: So true.

My voice was frail during that interview. I had just finished my third Kambo session, which meant twenty to thirty minutes of intense purging and detoxing. I followed up that session by going to work with frog (swollen) lips. So, let’s get into this, shall we? 

What made me take Kambo? I saw the Kambo sessions marketed on a signal group called “What’s going on?” An Arcata-based group. A friend had told me she was into trying it perhaps two years ago. She mentioned they take an incense stick and some medicine and go through an experience. I think this is all she told me. After my sessions, when I told her I had done the Kambo, she said she hadn’t tried it yet. So, I had very little knowledge of Kambo. I don’t even think I researched it before my first session. I knew it would be healing. I was smoking mole bowls (a mix of tobacco and marijuana in a bong) at the time, a nasty habit I had been exposed to in my college years in San Francisco, and I set the intention to stop smoking moles. This was my intention. I had a quick orientation over the phone with Jonathan, agreed to a donation, and met up a few days later in Arcata to a quaint healing facility. He recommended three days of a vegetarian diet prior to the Kambo session and that we do not drink any water for eight hours prior to the session. I went upstairs into a flat with a waiting area, bathroom, kitchen, and two rooms. 

I did a group session, and we were asked to bring two liters of water, a pillow, and a yoga mat. I laid out my yoga mat in front of Jonathan, who sat on his knees next to a drum and a ceremonial serving tray. On the tray was a small statue of a green frog. Another woman joined us. He asked us if we wanted an alignment, and taking turns, he took us to the other room to give us one. By the end of the alphabiotic alignment, he said something along the lines of how your legs are now equal lengths. It felt great, and I’m generally scared of any alignment work.

He had the other woman and myself speak about our intentions, and then we began the ceremony. We saged one another, washing away bad energy. Jonathan chanted and then started by thanking the directions, the participants, and the medicine, and intensively bringing awareness and appreciation to the indigenous of the Amazon and Brazil who had taught this practice. He awoke our higher consciousness and spoke of the sun’s power, burning within our hearts. He called in our ancestors. He asked for there to be a physical reaction that would tell us when they had landed. I had an incredible shift at this moment, calling on the help of my ancestors and feeling their presence with me in the room. After this meditation, he asked us how much medicine we wanted to take. He said, “Think of it like you are doing any entheogen. Do you like to microdose, or are you a heavy doser?” He suggested the most we take during our first session was five. The lady beside me decided on four, even though she said she would usually dose lightly, and I went for five. Jonathan began to burn a coal incense. With a knife, he scrapped off the medicine from a wood stick that came out of a wooden box. The medicine was clear with a slight tint of yellow. He placed the doses onto a quartz crystal. Then he showed us the patterns the burns would be in. I chose a straight-line pattern. Than he asked where we would like the burns placed. The traditional way was for women to get it on the inside of their ankles and men on their triceps. I decided to do it on the backside of my heart, next to the spine. He told me this is a very powerful place to put the medicine. He then burned small dots into my back with an incense stick in a line.

I opted to go first, sitting upright (like he instructed) on my yoga mat in front of an empty bucket. I began drinking the water. Jonathan drummed as I drank and drank. I drank so much water it came up, and I thought I had already taken the medicine. He told me to keep drinking, and I did, and then he asked if I was ready to take the medicine. At this point, I had already spat out water. He then placed the five doses onto my back. I could feel the medicine on my back. I could feel the medicine like a rush inside my body. I didn’t know what to expect. I wasn’t tripping, but I was hyper-aware of my body. A few minutes went by, and it wasn’t so bad. Ten minutes later, I started to feel nauseous. I began to purge, and I purged a lot. Twenty minutes, maybe thirty, after he wiped the medicine off and began a ritual with the lady next to me. I felt hungover, but I was no longer purging. Afterward, I was glad I had followed through with my goal and sent a picture of my frog lips to my friend.

Immediately after my session, I had no cravings for alcohol, tobacco, or cannabis. My liver seemed rejuvenated, and my mind was clear, like my third eye had opened, and I could see things for what they were. 

The following day, I questioned myself. I no longer craved to drink, but why would I want to stop drinking? This wasn’t my intention going into Kambo. I like drinking; it helps me manage my stress, and I have fun with my friends when I drink. Then I thought of all the goals I set out when I was a young adult: I wanted to write a book, do animation, and, most of all, sail the world. Before taking the Kambo, I had fallen into a depression. I told my partner, “I no longer see a future. All the goals I have ever had seem to be distant memories now.” So when I started questioning myself why I wouldn’t want to drink, these thoughts came up, and I told myself that I wanted to see a future again where I’m alive when my kids are old and happy with my partner. I want to see a future where all my dreams come true, and I have worked hard to achieve them. Most of all, I thought, I want to be my best self for my children so they can have a mommy who is present with them and not intoxicated. With these thoughts, I knew I had to contact Jonathan again and tell him I was ready to continue on my path of Kambo by completing the Caboclo Inoculation.

The next session was done a week later. He drove me to the beach, where we sat in a ceremony in a secluded dune. This time, I intended to feed my creativity, become a writer and an artist, and fulfill my goals. Again, I drank the water to his chants, and he placed the medicine in a line on my back—this time, I did seven hits. A beautiful image came to me, one where I was in a prayer pose, and a deer with antlers was over my head, birds and butterflies were coming off my arms, mushrooms, and flowers supported me on the ground, and the frog was in front of me. An elderly male to the left of my head and an elderly female to the right were there to help me get through my processing. When the medicine hit me, I pucked into the sand in agony. I moved away from the watery vomit and rolled in the sand, trying to find comfort in the earth. Jonathan directed me to breathe to try and soothe the sensations. In twenty minutes, he wiped off the medicine, and the ceremony came to a closure. 

After my second session, I went to an EDM show with my best friend at Blue Lake Casino. I drank NA drinks and danced all night. My energy and personality wasn’t less of from being sober. We had a blast. 

In my third Kambo session, I asked myself why am I even doing this again. I’m putting my body through agony, and even though I feel great after, the purging process is so intense; why would I do this to myself? We completed the ceremony, and I left feeling like, well like a frog. (Did you know frogs only jump forward? Not backward?)

During the time of taking Kambo, I had distanced myself from my partner. I felt he needed to be more supportive of me taking on the role of a breadwinner, working long shifts, and not getting the time I craved with my kids. After my third session, I was able to communicate differently with him. I didn’t give him what he wanted to make peace. Instead, I told him what I needed to feel fulfilled and supported. This is straightforward advice to give someone, but doing it can be hard when you feel stuck in routine, and your partner won’t listen to you. I starved him of my attention until he would listen, and when he was ready to listen, I didn’t let him fall back into routine. I asked for the things I needed: time with the kids, time with him, and to be non-competitive with chores and daily practices. Our business has taken off since my Kambo sessions. I feel like Kambo helped me achieve these things, and I hope I can continue moving forward with a clear mind to reach more of the goals I have set out. 

Therapeutic Art Class: Light and Shadow 1/8

As you may have heard, I have started teaching Acrylic Expression classes at Willow’s in Eureka. This is an all age class where we talk about our shadows and it’s relationship to art. Our shadow is the part of us that we deny attention, rather we be ashamed, or not ready to face that the ego isn’t always as perfect as it makes it’s self out to be. Many times the community asks me, where do you get inspiration for your art? And my answer is through meditation. When I sit in meditation I am able to conceptualize things clearly and then I take those ideas and I use them in my artwork. In this class we begin introductions with a tarot reading. Everyone chooses a card and relates that card to their lives, without knowing anything about tarot. You may be surprised how much the imagery makes strong suggestions to what the tarot card means, but almost always the newcomer is able to relate the card to it’s intended meaning.

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Acrylic Expression Class on the Harvest Full Moon at Willows in Eureka. Theme of this class was Light and Shadow.

♬ This D.J. – Warren G

Next we sit (or lay) in a 30min-1hour meditation. During this meditation I guide my participants to the otherworld, but first we thank our directions and ourselves for showing up. When were in the other world I create a safe space that is different for each participant. Once that safe space is created we face our shadow selves, this can be negative traits of ours, problems we may be facing day to day, or with other people. We confront this shadow, talk with it, accept it and then let it pass. Then we return to the safe place and take note of all the details within it. Throughout this experience we draw inspiration to paint in our art session. When the participants wake up from the session we go into an art lesson. The themes are posted on the flier. Our first theme was Light and Shadow. I am going to post the lesson plans on here so you can do this guided lesson at home. Feel free to leave me a tip through the link to my etsy store. If you prefer a video I have also linked a video to my youtube channel so you can participate in the guided meditation at home.

Why do I put these lessons up for free? The class may never come up again in the same manner. These classes are experiences that are unique each and every session. I can’t promise that one session will be just like the other. To get the full experience it is highly recommended that you come to class in person. The classes structure will change after the series is done, next I would like to do a class targeted to pregnant moms, and new moms so they can explore their unconscious reactions to motherhood and paint it on canvas.

For this class we offer high quality, golden paints, a small canvas, a journal that you can take notes on, sketch paper and drawing tools, as well as cookies, and beverages.

This class takes place every other week. Below is the flier. Thank you for reading and I hope to see you in class.

Light and Shadow

6:15pm Introduction

Introduce class, who I am, the shadow and light physically and metaphysically and its relationship to self.

Introductions, Names, what brings you to art class today, What inspires you? What are you working on?

Talk about safe space, letting people speak, and not sharing other people’s stories outside of class.

6:30pm Lesson

Ask we progress through this lesson sketching is encouraged.

There is no light without shadow and no psychic wholeness without imperfection. -Carl Jung

The shadow is everything which one has no wish to be. -After Skool

Persona, social mask. Taboo to talk about our hardships and failures. hiding behind the persona.

The shadow is limitations, biases, fears, traumas, oppressed fears, and untapped potential.

The shadow is often seen in dreams. When the shadow is confronted, we can understand our potential and ideal self.

Similar to the Ying and Yang, we need both the light and the shadow to make a whole.

The shadow is seen as the enemy when really it is knowing what bad one is capable of. The shadow only gets hostile when it is ignored or misunderstood.

If working with a partner, set your intention on your relationship with that person; if you are on your own, focus that energy on your own lights and shadows.

Go over Light and Shadow and what that means to you. The shadow self. How our art doesn’t always come out the way we expect it.

Meditation: 7:00 pm

Deep Breathing Meditation

Something that brings us light.

Something that takes us into the shadow.

Imagine the color of light brought to you.

Imagine the shadow color you hide in the box.

Behind every negative action is a positive intent.

Look for the positive intent and reframe it to yourself as an adult. Heal it and acknowledge it so you can move forward.

The inner child but not limited to, lacks needs and has scars. Or at any point in life, these traumas could have occurred.

Rewrite your perception, I have become successful because of these traumas.

Drawn to the light what color do you see?  What is the light? What do you see?

Now hidden in a chest is another color is illuminating from inside. When you open it what do you see?

Now, these two images draw them together in the shape of a Yin and yang.

Talk about what the colors are and the things and what this may represent to you.

How can I redirect the darkness to support the light?

Confront your dark side.

Light From Above

Average Light

Half Tone Light

Average Shadow

Cast shadows- an object casts a shadow: will shadow adjust to object form shades.

Form Shadows- When planes turn away from the light. The shape is determined by the curve of the shape.

Halftone- Inbetween light and shadow. Control the halftone by choosing colors closer to the average light.

Pick two colors on your palette paper. Blend the colors slowly into one another. Also, make a line to depicting colors from white to dark. See how they correspond on the color wheel. Use only these two colors for your painting.

7:30pm Start Painting

Shadows are darker or lighter than light? Darker obviously

So remember shadows are darker than lights…

Talk about your painting.

8:20 Accept and Redirect 

You can’t be in acceptance and resistance at the same time. Truly accept your circumstances in the now. This can pertain to the painting, and this can pertain to real life. Your worst nightmare can no longer be your worst nightmare if you accept it. By accepting this fault you are no longer feeding into resistance.

Perceive how the mishap is a blessing in disguise. We write the narrative of the mishap to paint a brighter future that makes you unique because of your experiences.

Narrow down how to make your future goal meet your needs and discard the situations that no longer serve you.

8:30 Share your work.

8:45 Ending ceremony. 5 min